I keep going back to you
And pushing you away
Why do I do this
Is it your fault or mine
Will there be a time when we get it right
I really don’t want to have this fight
You can get mad at me, but I can’t at you
But who made that rule
When I’m the only one forcing myself to follow it
The cycle only ends when we both agree to stop it
But for now I guess
We’ll keep each other in our back pockets
A new beginning
A fresh start in a new world
You have broken free
Invest in you
Invest in yourself
Invest in your health
Invest your time
Invest even when you’re not doing fine
Invest in patience
Invest in forgiveness
Invest in change
Invest in the things that you want to maintain
Greedy for love
Or lust
Greedy for trust
Or devotion
Greedy for you
Or them
Greedy for more
Or excess
Greedy for time
Or infinity
Attention seeker
Threatens
To
End
New opportunities
To
Interact with
Others
Not like her
You know how I feel, and you never respond. Yet I keep reaching out. This is very…
Actually
Wishing
Knowledge
Would
Assist me in
Rejecting my dumb
Decisions
Sweet dreams are made of this, who am I to disagree…
I dream of you
But do you do the same
It’s been so long
I’m not sure why you’re back again
Since you don’t respond in real life
I guess that’s how you ended up here
Do these dreams reveal how I really feel
Or are they just leftovers from when real feelings were there
If so then there’s a part of my psyche I still have to heal
Weak leaders make
Weak decisions and hire
Weak workers who further
Weaken the institution and spread
Weakness to others further
Weakening the surroundings
Weakness is contagious, and I only wish I were in a better place where everyone wasn’t so
Weak
Confidently
Owning
New situations
Finding
Interesting
Destinations
Encouraging growth
No limitations
Trusting in myself without apology
