You want all the things that you can’t have

You can’t have all the things that you want


Ex-friends, best friends,



Whether you choose your circle or it chooses you,

Sometimes you can’t help but wonder about the people you wish you knew


Cuddle buddies, make out buddies, twerk buddies,

church buddies?


These different roles you try to fill,

But can you find these people when you need to heal


Looking to the past

Imagining new futures


While time usually seems to move forward, my brain can confuse her

I dream these daydreams and sometimes have very weird thoughts


But then I snap out of it, back to the time we call the present

But my presence in the present isn’t always what I expect it to be


So I go and imagine all these things that I think I want

But I can’t have them anyway, at least not all of them


Because while I may want you, you don’t want me

And that’s just the way it’s gonna be

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