Can't have what you want But that's not really true You want two things Two things that are complete opposites To please one part of yourself Is to deny the other Will you continue to torture yourself Or will you make a choice Can you make that choice If 25 years is any indication I'd … Continue reading Deny
Secrets
Shame, power, fear, love The reasons we hide from each other and ourselves Secret lives we keep hidden Hoping that the world will never be able to peek in But slowly as we grow we decide to include others Sometimes they stay while other times they may go The purpose of secrets … Continue reading Secrets
The Past
Keeping everything inside Emotional roller coaster and I'm looking for the reason why Visions of you on my mind I wish that we had more time, I can imagine what our relationship would be like Not gonna forget the few moments where I was yours and you were mine
Stay
Why couldn't you Was I not enough I don't think I even knew I wanted to be yours Yet now you're gone We spent far too few times together But who's fault was that? You came into my life whenever you wanted But part of me enjoyed that Part of me wanted … Continue reading Stay
The Cure
He wondered what was wrong with him He knew Yet didn't want to know Could he fix himself Did he want to be fixed Why was he afraid to ask someone for help He knew his symptoms Had tried some "cures" that would temporarily solve his problem(s) Yet they always came back … Continue reading The Cure
Dreams
Do daydreams mean what I think they do? Why are most of them about you? And when I say you I'm not talking about just one you But all the ones before, during, and after you Are you all the same? Is the common thread between you your fault or mine? … Continue reading Dreams
Untitled
*This is a poem I wrote a couple years ago* I'm weird, I'm ugly, I'm stupid, I'm smart Why must people have such fickle hearts I'm cocky, I'm sassy, I'm crazy, I'm fun I can usually get along with anyone My friends keep me grounded or at least they often try Sometimes I … Continue reading Untitled
Want
You want all the things that you can't have You can't have all the things that you want Ex-friends, best friends, boyfriends/girlfriends Whether you choose your circle or it chooses you, Sometimes you can't help but wonder about the people you wish you knew Cuddle buddies, make out buddies, twerk buddies, church … Continue reading Want
Loneliness
Feeling out of place when surrounded by people Standing apart from the crowd Feeling upset and trying to keep the tears from falling down Trying to resolve issues on your own even though help can be found Dealing with an unrequited love Maybe your heart gives you a tug Looking up, down, and all around … Continue reading Loneliness